More Reviews!

Here are some more lovely reviews for my short story “From this Window”, featured in the Christmas anthology Heartwarming.

Pants Off Reviews by SinChan

Top 2 Bottom Reviews by Susan

MM Good Book Reviews by LeeAnn

The Book Vixen by J9

The Novel Approach by Lisa

The Blog of Sid Love by Carissa

Random story. My mother was talking to my Aunt who said my cousin recently read one of the Christmas anthologies I was published in (and she liked my story the best, of course!). But the problem is, I have two Christmas anthologies that I was published in this year: Heartwarming and Bells Will Be Ringing. And my mother didn’t ask which one. So I ask, ‘Well, did she say if it was straight or gay?’ (which I will never get over how amusing I find that) and apparently my mother was too embarrassed to ask my Aunt that.

And so I’ve decided that I should find a way this year to be published in two Christmas anthologies that are also opposite genres. I’m thinking a BDSM and a Christian one would be awesome.

End of January

It has been almost one month since I’ve begun my rewrite of Drowning Sky and my goal of completing it in three books by the end of the year. I’ve reached my word goal for the month of 20k (though I have been lax on my 1000 words a day goal) And it has been a trip getting to know these characters again.

Now, the characters of Drowning Sky have been with me for over a decade, but I haven’t actually written about them in a few years. Because the rewrite is changing so much of the original plot, I haven’t felt the strong need to re-read my old drafts or notes, since a lot of the information is irrelevant. But I did think it would be best to re-read my self-published version of Drowning Sky. And that has been the real experience.

I feel like my writing style shouldn’t have changed so much in just a few years, but it really has. I’m more aware of redundancies and inappropriate colloquialisms. But what is really shocking is, for all the changes in plot and direction, how much my characters have stayed the same. I started writing and planning my rewrite long before rereading this book and yet so much has remained constant that I wasn’t even aware of. The way the characters act and react; their relationship dynamics initially and how they change. I’ve taken a pencil to my book and have been making notes of the things I like or just find interesting (which is a lot more comforting that if I were take a red pen to everything I want to delete forever…which is most of it).

At the beginning of this month, I really felt that I was meeting really good friends that I haven’t seen in years. People that I remember fondly, but forgotten how to talk to over time. Now, after twenty days, it feels like I’ve been writing this story forever. That I never set them aside for any length of time. It feels amazing.

I won’t promise it will always feel this way throughout this year, but I do think there is a reason I’ve never given up on this idea over these past twelve years or so.

And to give a little insight to these ramblings, here is my favorite excerpt so far:

My goals

So I just posted a recap of my past year. So here is the companion post of what I'll be working on this year.

I have, in comparison, a looser schedule. Every month I have an approximate word goal of 30k-50k. With about three months of rest also included. If I am successful, then I will have the drafts of three novels by the end of the year. This is all very much ambitious on my part. But I figure I should aim for the stars and hopefully make it out with something at least halfway there.

I will probably still write a few short stories, just to keep that muscled exercised, and probably more fanfiction. Because that is like the snack food of my writing diet.

But back to my novels! If you know me personally (or ever followed me online) what I have chosen will be no surprise. In fact, I believe I've already mentioned it already. And that would be...Drowning Sky. My child of over a decade.

Now, I mentioned that Drowning Sky really needs to be a trilogy in my previous post. I'm pretty excited about it for a couple of reasons. 1) I'm so glad to go back to noveling. 2) I'm so glad it is primarily a young adult fantasy instead of romance. 3) It's been years since I've last tackled Drowning Sky and it is my unbreakable devotion to the world and characters that keeps me coming back for more.

So I mapped out about how long it would take to make (best case) three 70k novels in one year and gave myself a couple months of rest.

And so far I've been totally failing. My personal computer has decided to take on its winter hibernation (seriously, it did it last winter) and I will have to begin my quest without it. I've backed up most of what I need, so besides for the obvious inconvenience of not having my computer, at least I have all the data to get started using other computers...I think.

But I did give myself a smaller word count this January because I knew it would be rough switching gears. I also have a general goal to write 1000 words a day. This can be my novel goal, this blog, my personal journal, or whatever I want. Just at least 1000 words. I think it is best that even when I feel like taking a break from writing, it should be just to write something else. Whenever I take breaks from writing entirely it is so much harder to go back and get in the groove again.

And I guess these past two posts have made my word count for my day. Yay!

2013 recap

Not too long ago I started this blog for the purpose of documenting my journey of trying to get published. As I've said before, I had a goal, starting around March of 2013 of submitting at least ten works to publishers by December 2013.

So, being the start of the year, I've decided to take a tally.

I wrote seven new short stories. Ranging from 10k to 30k. I reused one short story that I wrote in college. And I started, but abandoned, at least three others.

I submitted eight short stories to six publishers. Or, as it turned out to be, nine separate submissions (yes one story was submitted twice). So I ended up making one less submission than I intended. But I did try! NaNoWriMo murdered my spirit, unfortunately (though I did complete it!) I had just not the will to continue with editing and completing the last work on my list.

I've had three rejections and six acceptances. Three have been published (see the tab above!). One is currently in serial (see Less Than Three Current Serials). And two have been accepted as ebooks and are still in the editing stages.

Oh, and I wrote two new fanfictions and (finally) completed posting another.

And, as much as I want to flail around, get drunk, and marathon the entirety of Star Trek TOS, I've still so much more to do!...and I'll probably still do that anyway...

Writing these short stories, almost exclusively for anthologies, was an experiment of mine. I wanted to see what it would be like to submit work for publishing and (as I've been so lucky) to see what it is like to actually get published. I wrote new short stories because I didn't want to start out with something that I've been devoted to for years and see it get blown out of the water. It was easier to brace myself with these stories that I've conceptualized, wrote, and completed in the past nine months.

And it still hurt to get rejected, but I know its easier to take when I've only loved a certain story for a couple months, versus nurturing it for years.

But I can't go on with this strategy. I've calculated that I've written about 150,000 words in the past year. Which, granted, is a lot, but was even more strained by the fact it was split up into about 12 different works (obviously not all completed).

My best comparison is that I've previously written 80,000 words in four months, but that was one novel. Every month, since march, I've been creating new worlds, new plots, new characters. I've had to flesh them, write them, and edit them in as little as two weeks. I found that taking one day off from writing felt absolutely relaxing, but then I was gripped in crippling guilt because every day off was a couple thousand words I had to write the next day. My schedule changed constantly with what open calls I could find, which new publishers I discovered, what ideas I actually had enough inspiration to write, and my own personal life.

It has been tiring. Though some of the stress has probably come from everything being so new. I know it will be easier, and continue to get more easy as the years go on and I continue to grow and submit. But I'm ready for a change in writing style.

So next year I won't have the schedule of a new short story every month. I'll have the schedule of three novels, first drafts to be completed by the end of December 2014. I'll go into that more in another journal.

For now, I'll say that it has been a very good year. I feel blessed for all the opportunities that I've been given and so grateful for all the publishers that have given me a chance to really showcase my work. I'm hopeful that this year will be as extraordinary as the last